kissing you goodbye `~

Friday, August 03, 2007
7:38 AM

so yes world im TIRED!
just came back from dinner w my touch rug girls and some of the rugby guys !
went to the kovan hongkong cafe to have dinner cos everywhere else was just too packed. =.-
me,grace,nette,charmaine,val,sw,ashley and brigette were the girls
and william and ??, ?? , ?? and ?? were the guys.
omgggggggg i feel so bad not knowing their names!
must make it a point to know their names nxt session ! (:
so we were separated and i sat w the girls !
heh.
so grace and nette played stupid games w the guys, and us girls gobbled down our food and discussed how we eat our food.
quite fun actually.
brigette had curry bread, sw had spaghetti w chicken chop,
char had beef horfun, ashley had fish and chips, and val had fish fillet cheese baked rice.
the cheese baked rice is AWESOME i tell you !
mushroom! i had the mushroom cheese baked rice.
take it take it if you ever eat thr ! (:
but it's quite ex lo seriously. =x
eat it if you feel rich (:

training tday was fun and tiring .
we did 3 sets of (x15 push ups,crunches,mountain climb,tuck jumps)
and 2 sets of (x8 suicide)
den a lil drills and training ended.
yeah we proceeded w new drills tday !
(:
and played w the guys tday .
OMG I TELL YOU WE WON THEM ONE ROUND CAN !!!!
3-1 .
damn nice la our tries.
wo0ts i love !
hahs,
and that got the guys damn pissed.
woots.
it feels real good i tell you ! ((:
((: ((: =D =D =D
hahahaha.i think i strained my thigh muscle tday while trying to touch the guys though.cant walk and bend properly. :(
and tday i took the history retest.
mr tay changed the qns, but it was quite alright.
i think i failed to DISCUSS the essay though.
BOO.
chem prac was alright (:

OMGGGGGGGGGG.
AND I LOVE NETTE AND ASHLEY !
THEY ARE SO BIMBOTIC !
HAHAHA,THE CONVO !
hahahas.
the PIG and the #10 ((:
LOVE !

Tuesday, July 31, 2007
11:55 PM

If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship,
you have two choices:

either tell what you feel and let the love take place
or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions.

Then I realized it was YOU,
too bad 'cause it's you i can't have.
I can't choose who I'm gonna love,
but I also can't love who chooses to love me.

And you can't blame me in choosing to love you
as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me.

I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me,
so I'll let you go find her and hope someday you'll see that
the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free.

"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had?
Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?
Why is that I miss someone I was never with
and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?"

Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love;
we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there.

You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else.

Food for thought, think of this:

Have you really cared for someone more than you expected?
Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name?
Will you?
It's better to lose your pride with someone you love
rather than to lose that someone you love with your useless pride.

When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount.

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you can never go without leaving your prints behind. Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season. Love them like a river because a river flows forever. Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all. Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt alot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.

Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again.
The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall! And fooling around with her feelings like they meant nothing.

ok, i kop-ed this entry frm wl's blog, thought it was rli meaningful!
and got me thinking lots of stuff, abt me , abt ppl arnd me .

"Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you can never go without leaving your prints behind."

"Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again."

i lyk these two quotes the BEST. (:
yes this entry might be cliche and everything,
but deep down, i know i agree w these quotes .
love might hurt, might cause pain, but why are so many ppl willing to give it a shot agn and agn?
cos they know that if it worked out, it might be the sweetest one, or if it doesn't,
how it might be the most memorable one.
(:

OK PEOPLE!
STOP BEING EMO AND START STUDYING !
(:
ciaos!

11:49 PM

helloooo world (:

changed my blogskin! hahs.
i love the rainbow.
the colours are rli nice, so ya .(:
and anw, im rotting at home w this fever that refuses to go away,
thus having the time to change my blogskin.
but i dunno wht happened to the names on my tagboard :(
i cant get it to go away !
BOO.
anyone to help me ?

Saturday, July 28, 2007
12:39 AM

with love and w mud (:
love my babes.

so ytd it was RAINING RAINING RAINING.
and during training which was uber short we were made to dive into the mud cos coach wanted us to learn how to dive.
she claimed that the weather was the best to make us learn how to dive.
naturally, we all turned into brownies. ((:
and it was SO FUN !!!
hahs . i love rolling in the mud.
it's lyk we're sliding in the mud and we got all dirty.
and those running around the track were lyk huh?!omg they are mad.
but who cares (:
makan w a few touch ruggers and some of the guys .
went home shortly aft that,
felt out of place thr.
despicable.
OH WELL (:

and yes touch rug is love.
so sry mates, couldn't turn up at potong pasir tday cos of the stupid fever . =x

Thursday, July 26, 2007
7:24 AM

did i tell you how bad PT was ytd ?
it's was fantastic.
lyk TOTALLY.
we were made to run 6 rounds arnd the stadium, and the straight ones we're supposed to sprint while the bend we can jog. but we've to finish each round in 1 min 40 secs . =.-
den aft we return we've to immediately grab the skipping rope and skip for 1 and a half mins continuously.within 30 secs, back on track.
6 ROUNDS.
madness.
den we did sit ups w the medicine balls for 1 min aft alt rounds.
and now my legs are stiff.
OUCH.
SAJC on sat.
i wonder wht will happen ?

=x

not totally looking forward, but yes we can learn from the experience gained.
shall look on the bright side (:

on the rli rli negative side......

57 DAYS TO PROMOS .

Sunday, July 22, 2007
8:30 AM

went to the national library tday w pw mates to do research on our groundbreakers.
quite impressive, im thr for the first time today!
noob right =x
research went quite successfully, thank god.
and random photos were taken.
REALLY RANDOM.
emo photos, stupid photos, whtevr.
have a good laugh at mine , i think it was hilarious.
and those w lynn emo-ing, she offered me a permanent job as her photographer , 50 bucks per pic (im jking girl !)
hahahahaha.
so that's all for tday folks, enjoy!

~~and i stil vividly rmb, how during the KL trip you mistook me for a guy cos i wore a cap and hid my hair in thr.~~

8:17 AM

Saturday, July 21, 2007
9:54 AM

i seriously NEED to start studying.
night study, anyone ?

6:27 AM

HELLOOOO world (:
super long nvr update le hah.
sorry !
so ytd had touch rug training , but wasn't fruitful . =x
it was kinda messed up , cos of the soccer tournament .
den me and lynette went to hg mall to meet sb and kg for dinner !
((:
so fun to crap w them la .
awwwww i so miss nchs ppl!

i finished reading harry potter ald!
hahs.
it's quite nice la , jk rowling's a genius .

thurs night stayed back for night study w wanli, lynn and shannon.
THANKS THANKS SHANNON FOR YOUR HELP FOR 3 HOURS!! X)

counting down to promos : 70 days.
awwww. im mad.
nxt two weeks will be down at sajc for training .
den wed will be physical training.
DIE.
miss lam's so gna kill us / torture us.

awwwwwwwww.
life's bad now .
=x but anyhow , just go for it !
going to national library for pw tml!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007
3:26 AM

The rules :

1. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.

2. People who get tagged needs to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.

3. In the end, you'll select 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

SIX WEIRD THINGS ABOUT ME

1. i like to sleep on the floor

2. i'll like to try staying in the hospital

3. i'll like to run about in the rain for two hours, non stop.

4. i talk to myself when im alone.

5. i hate to eat fish, especially fishes w eyes.always felt that they look lyk they died in pain and their eyes tell the story lyk, dun kill me pls !

6. i feel sorry for cockroaches after i killed them . (IRONY!)

six ppl to do this!
1. ashley
2. lynn
3.dorothy
4.grace
5.wanli/aud
6.steffi/pt/shannon/ whoever that reads this ! (:

thanks.
sch's bad tday.
w/out yippy!,bouncy.
that makes a sad ting.
yes it sounds lyk a sad thing.
which is exactly wht i meant (: